Monday, 22 June 2009

• maybe just maybe

  
  maybe my mind is beig relieved from heavyness that's been weighing down for countless eternities. Seems like my body is taking charge. Eat now, sleep now, get up, drink, work, rest, sit down.

  Move, be still, move be still. Do, rest, do. go stop go, go stop go. Tick tock tick tock.

  Either that or I'm speeding towars a high cliff to fall off from.
  Or maybe I'm falling right now.

  Bottomline is. So much more energized the last week. Lighter at heart. More aptetite.
  But also comatose weariness on and off. Motion sickness that foes on for hours after I've gotten out of the car. Motions sickness just from turning my head to the sides. Sore throat and pulsing fever.

  And glimpses. Little sparkles of happiness.
  And moodswings beyond reason.

  Rage. Calm. Rage. Peace. Rage. Gratitude.
   

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